DESIRE OF FINGER

Desirability of finger in vast theory paper 

I read a poem (Kavita path) in my Hindi subject do not actually remember which class it was maybe 6-7th standard it might be that was quite interesting , informative and was challenging to human intelligence of its utilisation (flower )was against it will I.e “pushp ki Abhilasha” (desirability/will of flower). 

Anyway, There’s a way of passing comment on LinkedIn post so that it can reached more number of people . Occasionally , you might have notice acronym in the many post comment section that is CFBR( commenting for better reach). It  actually help post remain in matter of discussion .(trivial information known to most of the people) 

But my intention to write down CFBR isn’t different from the same , the thing is that after hours and hours hunching of desk , frantically scribbling answer to be continued for 3 hours still it was  appearing unsatisfactory caused excruciating sense of annoyance to me(NADA serious). The more you write still it feel lot to articulate . By the way , 5th semester external paper going on and today was M&E ( MANAGEMENT AND ENTREPRENEURSHIP FOR IT INDUSTRY ) paper. However , the sustain effort made by student in today paper took toll on the body, leading to host of uncomfortable and most of time encountered painful symptoms. I just realized , I held the pen like a sword 🗡 and was killing every damn question mercilessly without caring position & posture, applying force more than  requirements. Frankly speaking ,I write like that only..which eventually, reciprocated other way around or toss other way around.

 Abnormal unsystematic unstoppable utilisation of continue scribbling wanted me to stop as my finger was wailing 😭 in pain citing uncontrollably mercy mercy mercy without masquerading the truth, the pain starts to build and spread, until it feels like my entire hand is throbbing with agony. Witnessed some instances where I felt like the skin on my fingers may even start to peel away, leaving raw, tender spots that are almost too painful to touch. Saddest part to be mentioned, cry of finger failed to establish correlation to mind. To substantiate the reason ,mind was more focused & concentrated on fear of incomplete task setting aside the encountered pain witnessed by the finger and palm. Sweats were pouring continuously from the palm, was rubbing palm on jeans but wasn’t daring to stop the journey of jotting down ..reason doesn’t need to disclose as its quite world renowned anyone can ascertain..

Medically to be examined ,writing for an extended period, the friction between  pen and paper can cause the  skin to become thick, thin and calloused, muscles become fatigued especially of hand and overworked, vein pops up, leading to pain and soreness (all of the above hold water can SAY with experience). 

To be truthful, 3 module wrote without encountering any cumbersome issues of finger but as the time pass ,I adroitly adapted a way out witnessing situational circumstances which was yielding unwanted difficulties derived from description scribbling as per encountering questions and spent 25-30 minutes in the examination hall doing What? , was taking a few minutes break after completing one question every time or in between so that I can stretch my  fingers and palms, and give my  body a chance to relax and recover. It was quite debilitating, as I was experiencing deep aching or pain of finger , the intensity was as such that my finger continually conveying  to mind plz notice what I am going through . why aren’t you caring that I have been set on fire 🔥 ? plz stop it otherwise later on no amount of rubbing or massaging will help out to cope with burning pain of finger.

By the way , I wasn’t alone in journey everyone was staring at their finger and palm after coming out from the examination hall.